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Originally this was going to be the first anniversary that we wouldn't spend together. We were going to ditch Ken for new years too. But then Fiona shared. This is day two of me being in bed most of the day, and although I do feel a little better today than I did yesterday I still feel like garbage. We didn't do anything together. Ken didn't go to work, he's stayed home to take care of the minions the past two days. Tomorrow there's supposed to be a snow storm, so I won't be going to Connecticut at all. It is all just sad.

I'm trying to be grateful, but tonight I just feel kind of sad, sick and sorry for myself. I am grateful for Ken, for our marriage, for what a wonderful husband and father he is. He is my everything.