Monday, December 06, 2021

Eight and a Half

Fiona is eight and a half, and on the way to the grocery store told me that she's almost ten! (I told her she had to wait to get her ears pierced and she wasn't too excited about that, but it's been easy with Alice taking care of herself and I think 10 was a good age, hence the excitement about being closer to ten!)

In any case, Fiona is loving all things Christmas and being festive. She's doing better in school every day, and her little testimony is so sweet. We were reading in the Book of Mormon scripture study book last night about Abinadi and King Noah. When Abinadi was killed she cried, so confused at why he was killed. She has such an inquisitive mind and she thinks deeply about so many things - all of my girls do, they really amaze me!





Saturday, November 27, 2021

A Beamsville Birthday

We were so excited to be invited to go celebrate Alejandro's first birthday today! So excited! It was exciting for Milo too. Because it would be too long a day for Milo to be at home, we decided to put him in doggy day care. It was kind of crazy how much had to be done to make that happen - lots of paper work and an audition appointment! 

We decided that since we would be without the doggo we'd make the most of it. So we headed to Niagara Falls in the morning and we went on the Ferris Wheel for the first time as a whole family! 







                                        

After a quick stop in a souvenir store, we hopped back on the QEW and back to Beamsville. It was nice being there a little earlier than the guests. We were able to spend some time with Nana and Papa. And of course, Alejandro!














We love you Alejandro and we're so excited that you came to join our family!!

Thursday, November 25, 2021

Andrew's 40th Birthday

I can't believe my baby brother is 40! It's kind of crazy. Or really crazy. Getting older is bizarre. Feeling like your mind and heart - parts of it anyway are frozen in time which is getting further and further back. Feeling like a teenager and a twenty something and a thirty something and a forty something all at once, it's bizarre.

Suzanne and Jon reached out - I think Suzanne started it a couple of weeks ago wondering what we could do to celebrate Andrew because he was turning 40. I hadn't even clued in that we were there. Forty!

I volunteered Kate to make a video of all of our messages, which she did. Everyone sent their video to me, I passed them onto Kate, and she put them together in wevideo. She did such a great job. 


Andrew's actual birthday is on Sunday but he's going to be out of town, so we celebrated him today instead. He was going to come over to hang out, but he didn't make it - traffic was brutal. So instead we met up at Lone Star in Whitby. After dinner we went to see the new Ghostbuster's movie: Ghostbusters: Afterlife. We all really enjoyed it. 







I'm so grateful to my brother Andrew! He's a good brother. We all love spending time with him and we're all so glad he's not too far away - the 401 kind of decides how far lol! Happy Birthday Brother! We love you!

Saturday, November 20, 2021

A Perfect Day, A Perfect Mixtape

I love my Saturday morning walks with Ken and Milo. We pretty much always walk to the lake and inevitably I need to take pictures, breathe deeply and exclaim "I love where I live!"


Walking home we saw some trees that grew around and through a fence. The tenacity of living things always leaves me in awe. Growing through adversity. It's amazing.


After our walk we went home and collected the girls. Kate had a hair appointment at Chatter's. I dropped Kate off and then walked across the parking lot to meet Ken and the girls at Ren's Pets with Milo. It was Milo's first trip to the pet store he he. Ken wanted to find Milo a coat. Two coats were tried, but neither was quite right, so Ken is going to order the right size online.

Kate's hair looks super cute! She suits a short bob so very well!


We got the girls lunch and then Ken and I headed out for our afternoon adventure!

We started with Greek food on the Danforth at Mezes, so so good!
Then we made our way to Hype Food - to pick up some Gluten Free baked treats and then it was off to the Crow's Theatre. 
After the show with Dahlia and Zorana.
The show poster.
Zorana's name on the marquee! 
A show photo taken by Aleksandar Antonijevic, borrowed from Zorana's Facebook wall. I've known Zorana since grade 2. We don't see each other very often these days, but we're still in touch. Zorana put together a one woman show about her life in sound. 

My Facebook post today: One of my dearest and longest friends has created a show, Mixtape. (Now on at the Crow's Theatre!) Zorana explores her life through sound and music. I saw it this afternoon and this show is going to stay with me for a long time, it's brilliant. If you live in the Toronto area you have one more week to see Zorana on stage where she belongs!
Listening is an act of love. ~Zorana Sadiq

It was such a satisfying show. Deeply satisfying. Big cries and big laughs. I adore my sweet friend and I couldn't be more proud of her. I'm so grateful for the arts!


Monday, November 15, 2021

Full Time

When I moved to Harry Bowes in 2020 I took a reduction in time. I've been full time since I started in 2000. When I went back to work after Fiona I wanted to be part time, but it wasn't meant to be. I wasn't thrilled about being part time at this point in time, but I took the reduction in time in order to get closer to home. My principal assured me he would do what he could to get me back to full time when anything became available and so began being 0.74 - sort of!

Last year an LTO of .21 was available so I was .95 - part LTO, part contract from September - June. I finished early three times a week - 30 minutes early two days a week and 10 minutes early once a week. It was pretty perfect as it allowed me to pick up the girls three times a week - twice on foot. (When we were in school mind you!) And I was pretty much full time, it was perfect!

This year I was back to .74. First I was offered an additional .11 that Tim thought would be added to my contract, but it wasn't. So for the first three weeks of school I was .85, .74 contract and .11 LTO. Reorganization is a thing that happens every September if the projected numbers from the previous year don't match up with the actual numbers in September. We had a huge reorganization and I was offered another .15 LTO making me essentially full time, but the paperwork was a bit of a nightmare because of the two parts LTO and the one part full time. One of the not fun consequences of this plus a new person working as an LTO/payroll person at the board was I wasn't paid properly from Sept-November. 

When I discovered what had happened and started emailing people I learned a lot, and went through a whole range of emotions! EEK! It was a crazy few days with many tears shed.

On Monday, November 15th Tim - my principal walked into the music room to show me an email. The email was an offer, if I wanted it, to as of today (Monday, November 15th) make me full time 100% no more LTO/contract nonsense. I couldn't even believe it!

One of the secretaries in the office is convinced that it's because of the big screw up that this was changed. I don't know the reason, I'm just grateful, so very, very grateful for the result. I feel so blessed. I'm full time again, no wondering what's happening next year or the year after that, it's done. Harry Bowes has been a great school to land at, I really like it here. The kids are great, the parents are great and the staff I work with is really wonderful!

I feel like this is a blessing from my Father in Heaven. This transfer was so many years in the making, but it was so worth the wait!

Monday, November 08, 2021

A Winning Spooky Story

Kate - entered her story in a "Spooky French Story Contest" and she was a winner. Below is her story. One day I hope to be able to read it and understand it without her help!!


Par: Kate McCartney

Le Chanson

  Ruby laissait un grognement. Sa grand-mère lui raconte une autre histoire. Elle voulait juste lire. “Mais pourquoi?” Elle demandait, un peu impatiente. “C’est important,” dit sa grand-mère. “Toi et ton frère sont en danger. Peut-être." “Danger? Moi? Mon frère? C’est fou.” Ruby disait, exaspéré. “Mais oui! Vous avez une chance d'être ‘choisi’.” Ruby levait ses yeux au ciel. Son frère, psh. Il est trop énervant d'être choisi par n’importe qui, et elle n'était pas très intéressante. “Mais oui, choisi par la sirène du lac! Elle est féroce et violente… ou ca c’est que tout le monde dit.” Ruby mettait son livre sur son bureau. Elle va lui donner une chance. Il était la nuit avant Halloween, et grand-mère ne désappointera pas ces jours. “Dites-moi plus.” Sa grand-mère souriait.

  “Chaque année, le jour de l’Halloween et le jour après, la sirène du lac cherche une nouveau partenaire pour chanter avec.” “Nouveau?” Ruby s'interrompit. “Oui. Chaque année, elle enlève un garçon ou une fille dans son adolescence, et essaye de chanter avec. Mais… Quand elle essaye d'harmoniser avec, ils échouent toujours. La chanson est terrible et fausse. À minuit ce soir, la personne est tuée. La sirène mystérieuse n’a pas trouvé un partenaire assez bon. Le jour après, elle chante seule. La chanson est furieuse, mais il y a aussi une trace d’une autre émotion. Un peu de tristesse. Oui, elle tue les petits enfants… Mais est-ce que c’est son choix..?”   Ruby était laissée avec cette histoire. La pauvre sirène… C’est effrayant, mais aussi très déprimant. C’est une bonne chose que ce n’est pas vrai. Le lac est trop calme et ennuyant pour ça. 

  La journée suivante passait comme normale. Toute sa famille célébrait Halloween, mais dans leur chalet isolé. C'était assez bon, et les enfants recevaient tous les bonbons que leur cÅ“ur désirait. Ruby parlait avec ses cousines, comme normale. Les petits enfants deviennent malades du sucre, comme normal. A 8pm, tout le monde allait dans le chalet. Comme normal. 

  Ruby commence à surveiller son petit frère, Jack. Il dormait sur le sofa. Ruby faisait un petit sourire de soulagement. “Bonne essaye, Gran," elle murmurait, “mais je ne crois pas dans des histoires pour petits enfants.” 

  Elle monte doucement les escaliers, car tout le monde était endormi, même les parents. “Ca c’est étrange..." Ruby disait, un peu plus bruyant, “Terri a le sommeil léger. Elle serait déjà levée par mes pas.” Elle regardait sa montre. 9 pm? C'était très, très calme. Trop calme. “Ok…” Ruby prenait son téléphone, seulement pour découvrir qu'il n'y avait pas de signal. Elle commence à paniquer. “Maman! Papa!” Elle criait. Pas de réponse. “Percy! Erin! Brianna…” Elle appelle ses cousins, en pleurant. Ruby secoue Jack. Il fait seulement un petit bruit et continue à ronfler. La figure bouleversée court dehors. Elle voit soudainement que la lune produit un peu plus de lumière que la normale. Ruby, seulement une ombre dans la nuit de l’halloween, s’assoit, démoralisé. Ses yeux tournaient vers la lune, puis vers le lac. A travers ses larmes, elle pouvait voir quelque chose sortir du lac. 

  “Pourquoi est-ce que tu pleures, Ruby?” Une voix sucrée dit. Ruby frottait ses yeux. A peu près trois mètres devant lui, était quelqu'un avec les cheveux blancs et les yeux noirs, avec seulement la moitié de son corps visible.“Tu ne dois pas être effrayé. Je m’appelle Calypso, et j’ai besoin de ton aide.” Ruby était sans voix. “Viens!” Ruby se levait et marchait vers l’eau, presque sans pensée. Calypso souriait quand Ruby prenait le pas dans l’eau. C'était si froid, elle a poussé un cri. “Oh, j’ai oublié, tu dois avoir ça. Assoit, s’il te plait!” Quand Ruby est assois, Calypso prend ses pieds et commence à murmurer quelque chose. Ruby fermait ses yeux, juste quand elle commença à ressentir un peu de douleur. “Je m’excuse,” Calypso disait, posant, “Cette partie va être un peu inconfortable pour toi.” 

  Les deux filles restent là dans la silence pour un temps qui avait l’impression d'être les heures. Quand c'était fini, Calypso faisait un petit cri de joie. “Ouvre tes yeux!” Ruby criait. Elle avait maintenant une queue de sirène rouge et brillante. “Ou sont mes jambes?!” Elle commence à paniquer pour la troisième fois cette nuit. Calypso souriait d'un ton embarrassant. “Je.. Uh.. Je n’ai pas une façon pour te retourner à ce moment-là.” “Alors,” Ruby disait, regardant sa queue, “Je suis une sirène pour toujours?” Calypso hochait sa tête. “Maintenant, est-ce que tu veux voir ce que j’ai préparé pour toi?” Sans un autre mot, Ruby ressentait qu’elle était tirée dans l’eau. 

  C'était étonnamment chaud, et Calypso nageait à une vitesse extrême. Son queue était maintenant visible, et Ruby pouvait voir que c’etait une blanc tres joli. Quand elles sortaient de l’eau, les deux montaient sur une plateforme jaune, circulaire, et decore avec des coussins luxueux. “Ca c’est ou nous allons chanter tous les jours!” Calypso ressemblait fière de son petit espace. 

  Ruby, tout a coup, reculait. “Chante? Je ne veux pas ça,” dit-elle avec un frisson. “tu es la sirène du lac et tu tues les adolescents! Ma famille aussi!" Calypso baissait la tête. “Ce n'était pas mon choix.”  “Vraiment?” Ruby demandait. "Toutes les histoires disent que tu es un meurtrière." “Les personnes…" Calypso pleure maintenant. “Ils ne pouvaient pas s'harmoniser avec moi. Ils… Partait cette place, mais ils ne savaient pas comment survivre comme sirènes… et ils meurent. Aussi, j’ai seulement fait que toute ta famille s'endormisse, rien d’autre." Ruby s’approchait et se mettait une main sur l'épaule de Calypso. “Je m’excuse. Je ne savais pas que tu n'étais pas comme ça. Je savais seulement ce que ma grand-mère m’a dit, et elle avait seulement un faible souhait que tu étais gentille.” 

  Calypso prenait une inspiration tremblante. “Alors, maintenant que tu sais je ne vais pas te jeter pour les bêtes de lac, est-ce que tu veux essayer de chanter avec moi?” Ruby sourit et hoche sa tête légèrement. Calypso commence à chanter. Ruby essaye de le suivre. Elle échoue terriblement, mais elle n'est pas prête de s'abandonner. Elle essaye deux, trois, quatre, cinq, six fois et elle n’a vraiment pas fait de progrès. “Je ne peux pas le faire!”  Ruby dit, frustré. “Tu dois juste trouver ta chanson,” Calypso explique, “et quand tu le trouves, ça va avec n’importe quelle chanson. Pour l'instant, je vais te laisser te découvrir." Ruby laissait lui-même chanter. Elle était si  enveloppée dans le chanson qu'elle ne réalise pas qu’elle chante de la plus belle façon qu’elle avait jamais chanté. Calypso fait un grand sourire et chante avec Ruby. Les deux continuent à chanter pendant des heures, des heures, et des heures…

  La brume de sommeil que Calypso a laissé sur le chalet du Ruby commence à diminuer, et tout le monde commence à se réveiller. La grand-mère de Ruby se lève et sort sur le véranda. Avec ses vieilles oreilles, elle entend quelque chose. C'était seulement 8 le matin, mais elle entend encore la sirène chanter. “Une autre adolescente, volée." Elle secoue sa tête, mais en entendant une autre voix, ses yeux s'élargissent.  “Cette voix… Je l’ai seulement entendu une fois, mais… Sans doute, c’est la voix de Ruby chanter la.” Une larme coulait sur son visage, quand elle voit deux figures, brillante dans l’ensoleillement. Une queue blanche, l’autre rouge. “Bonne chance, Ruby.” Elle murmurait, avant de retourner dans le chalet pour donner l’histoire du sirène du lac… et sa compagnon, la sirène des rubis. 

Friday, September 10, 2021

A New School Year

When the Ministry of Education dictated that all school boards needed to continue to provide virtual learning options in the 2021-2022 school year, they did not say what the model of delivery had to be. My school board, the York Region District School Board decided that they would adopt the hybrid model. This means that educators are teaching children face to face and online simultaneously.

We had three professional learning days the week before school started with a one hour training session for hybrid learning. This one hour session was self directed. We were to explore the share point. The share point being a series of posted documents on the board's website outlining suggestions for programs and apps to use to facilitate different learning activities online.

To say that I was feeling anxious before the start of school would be a gross understatement. Many tears have been shed! But then school started and I got to be in the classroom with my students and I forgot to be scared and sad and I remembered why I'm a teacher and how much I love it.

This year is going to be so, so very much work and it's going to be hard and I'm sure I'll feel defeated at times. I will do the best I can and even though it won't always be enough, it will be okay. Children are forgiving and generous and it will be okay.

Many times in life we walk out into the dark and we are stretched in ways we didn't know we could be stretched. This is going to be one of those times. I'm grateful for my faith, for my family and for my amazing colleagues. We'll help each other through.



Thursday, September 09, 2021

First Day of School

What will this year bring? Kate grade 7, Alice grade 5, Fiona grade 3. We're headed back to in person learning with masks. 

Kate's teachers - Mr. Robertson and M. Salvati

Alice's teachers - Mme. Legge and Ms. Hargrave

Fiona's teacher - Mme Rossen